rejoice, and partake of my gift In lieu of me trying to explain High Concept, have the following visual journal: 1 Views: 700 Comments: 0 Words: 14
He's coming home Today is the day BF gets on a plane to come home to me! I don't know how I am supposed to get any work done knowing that he is coming home. he arrives at 6 AM tomorrow. I plan on picking him up at the airport and then our plan is to go to brunch and then head to our airbnb. I think it is going to be... Views: 587 Comments: 0 Words: 462
A more positive outlook Trying to write a fairly short and sweet journal today. Two days until BF comes home, I could not be more excited! Although aside from not being able to be together physically, it is kind of as if he has never left because we talk on the phone so much. We talk on my drive to work and on my drive h... Views: 514 Comments: 0 Words: 287
Wishlist DVDsStudio Ghibli MarvelThe Walking Season 8Skins series 5The Purge BooksCOTAR seriesCat and mouse duoHomeWashing machine GamingKingdom HeartsFinal Fantasy Silent Hill Disney gameHogwarts game FashionTrench coatBagBoots Views: 389 Comments: 0 Words: 26
Life is stress I have honestly been struggling to journal today. For one, I keep getting dragged away by work things and by the time I come back to it I have changed what I want to say. And I have just had a lot of feelings lately that I am just struggling to put into words. I broke down in tears last night from... 1 Views: 440 Comments: 2 Words: 415
I am becoming angry day by day Today was a bad day for me. I completed the good exercise but after that whole day was frustrating. I was playing a game in which I was constantly killed despite my trying everything. the show's ending was also sad. My dopamine well has dried up, I didn't feel motivated to do anything. I wish I can ... 2 Views: 389 Comments: 0 Words: 71
I can't waste my current time for regretting past Today was a good day for me because I forced myself to do exercise which I was not want to do because of laziness. I am happy that I was consistent. When I was going home from the shop at the bus stop I see some students who are in high school. I started seeing my past that how I was not serious in ... 1 Views: 390 Comments: 0 Words: 157
Day 2 I slept through my first lesson, got up and went to the second. Got good results in a test, but my practice teacher highly downgraded me. She said it is because of my behavior. I took control of emotional state, and by the end I got -1 question and -1 test. Nice. But maybe I coused a rage , when I w... Views: 467 Comments: 0 Words: 174
Keeping your head above water Still exhausted every day. Hoping that will turn around once I am actually living in my new apartment. I think life can relax a bit once bf is home. He is quite possibly the sweetest person I have ever met. I mentioned to him that I had been feeling burnt out and he wanted to do something about it e... 1 Views: 420 Comments: 2 Words: 527
Day 1 Чтоб. Сегодня был интересный день. Я проспал Ду, опоздал, еле переписал. Аня пополсриила не опаздывать, дабы не сбивать ритм. Дальше бассейн, где я больше болтал чем плавал, после чего веб, который был на редкость интересныи, небольшая презентация, и после я пошел домой. Дома я полежал, покушал, и п... Views: 399 Comments: 0 Words: 53
Life update I find that I am typically more anxious for certain situations than they ever require. I think I have a very bad case of imposter syndrome in which I never think any of the work I put in is enough. I have a bunch of sales on the go at the moment and have made more sales than a lot of the rest of the... Views: 570 Comments: 0 Words: 335
Ran out of egg whites Found out sfot costs 5964 dollars. What the fuck am I going to do now? Views: 692 Comments: 0 Words: 16
