Just Do Your Best!

11:59 PM

Just do your best. That can differ from day to day.

8:40 AM (of Thursday, August 27th, 2026)

I accidentally deleted the entire entry basically. Anyway. I am very tired. I recently launched some new websites at MeggGawat.com and StealthLaunch.com. Safe Pace finally passed app store approval, and Mental Math Champion finally started showing up in the app store a few recently too. I don't think Safe Pace is showing up yet.

I wrote about Cowboy Bebop episode 18 here initially. It was a touching episode that I saw 10 years ago. I'll just spoil it right now. One of the main characters records a video of herself from when she was a teenager, and she sends it to her adult self, I think 10 years into the future. It's just her past self cheering herself on. Her teenage self just reminds her older self to do her best, and even though her teenage self is no longer there, her teenage self is still cheering for her.

I don't think I intentionally meant to watch it around 10 years after seeing that for the first time, it was just coincidental, but it still meant something.

My life was completely different 10 years ago. There was this other girl I had a crush on. I was in my early 20s and not established at all. Even though I knew how to make websites and apps and code a bit even back then, I had no professional experience doing such a job. The job I had at the time didn't involve coding professionally, although it did involve some coding it wasn't super complicated, I wouldn't get a pure programming job until 2018, and that was a great transition and opportunity too.

I didn't know what kind of a whirlwind my life would go through during that time as well, the people I would meet, the places I would travel to, the experiences I would have.

I'm still so insecure right now. I should submit the AYAT app for release soon. I am just so freaking tired. Like I am exhausted. I have been working on so many projects. It is tiring.