Currently listening to: Beacon by Psychic Guilt

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I am officially a physics student, and I have finished my paperwork.

This could be entry number 57, but I have forgotten to write a daily entry for ten days.

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During my introduction week, I met so many cool people. I had to take many breaks because of my sensory issues, but in the end, I was able to talk to people. I am looking forward to having fun with them.

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Well, let's talk about my mental health.

I had a break of my depressive episode for almost two weeks. To put it simply: the break is over. I had a horrible depression attack one hour ago. I contacted my favourite person and we chatted about it for a short time. I can't believe how such a simple chat with straight-up telling him I feel bad makes me feel so much better. I am so lucky to have him in my life.

Because he supported me so many times, I drew something for him for his birthday. He loved the small sketch, even though it was a simple one. I really want to spend more time with him. This is one reason to stay alive.

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A few things I enjoyed:

• to listen to music
• to play a visual novel
• to do a quick sketch
• to read a book

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See you soon!