Currently listening to: 16t by Hardwell (How Ironic that I listen to the song on Day 17, not on Day 16)

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Again: A short entry. I haven't slept that great last night and I couldn't focus at all today.

I will go to bed and read a book. I will either read Iron Widow or Hand Maiden Tale. I am not sure yet.

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Mental health:

My mental health hasn't been great today. I went to a huge Pride event. I felt extremely stressed out by the whole event. I didn't understand what I should do. I had to leave the Pride event after 30 minutes. On top of that, due to the rain, I tripped twice. It made me feel so embarrassed. Luckily, I was able to go home quickly. I probably won't go to that Pride event next year. I prefer smaller ones.

After resting in my bed for one hour, I struggle a lot with getting up and getting things done. I was not able to study that much. It made me feel sad. I guess I overdid it and tried to do more than I was able to. I hate this so much.

Nevertheless, I still struggle with so many things. I hate it.

Today, I checked the hospital's website for a diagnosis. I need to wait at least 26 months after my first appointment. Very motivating to get the diagnosis if you ask me lol. Well, I guess I need to get an appointment as quickly as possible to get my diagnosis as quickly as possible.

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A few things I liked:

• to read a book
• to listening to music while looking at a few pictures on my phone
• to put on my make up for the pride event

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No conclusion for today. I am too tired. Good night, everyone! See you tomorrow!