lots of times I've done this. it's sad actually. however i will mainly be talking about a recent topic

starting the first two months of highschool, I've kind of grown jealous of my friend and her boyfriend. I always thought that they spend too much time together and express their love in public so very often. it was embarrassing. so in like late september - early october, I startee getting pissed off at my friend and blaming her annoying traits for my unhappiness. she felt like she did something wrong, so it made her feel sad and uncomfortable around me for a few days

mid october I realized that I started to become the asshole here, so I apologized to her and said that it's ok for her and her boyfriend to spend time together, but sometimes I need times with her too, like friends do. she agreed and we've both have had a good life for now. high school isn't so bad, i became friends with her bf, and now im third wheeling for fun 😊 😊😊