hi body!!! it's me, gil. thank you for... being stable. physically, I mean. even if we sometimes experience mishaps like me accidentally overdosing on Tylenol and raising my heart beat, having a swollen foot that didn't really hurt but had to go to the children's hospital anyway for an MRI and staying there for hours, constantly throwing up for 3 days causing me to miss my birthday, and other stuff that I won't go on about, I can't believe you're still living. WE'RE still living. we are strong, so thank you for that honestly

sometimes you suck but I like you. if I didn't have you I'd be dead or in the void